Thursday, July 29, 2010

Camping was so tiring!!

Last week, my school organized "Perkhemahan Perdana" for unit beruniform. So on 23rd July, after the school session, I went home to pack everything because I had to stay at school. Saya sebenarnya tak berapa suka kena stay kat sekolah ni leceh la. Lagipun, saya memang tak berapa suka camping ni. Disebabkan saya ni hanya guru pelatih, jadi terpaksala ikut cakap orang atasan. Pelajar-pelajar yang terlibat adalah seramai 89 orang dan mereka berkumpul pada pukul 2.45-3.00 petang. Seterusnya, mereka menaikkan khemah masing-masing. Aktiviti yang diadakan agak padat. Terbayang di fikiran masa zaman muda-muda dulu, memang tak suka sangat camping. Nak mandi kena berebut-rebut, masa yang sangat terhad, tidur yang tak cukup dan letih sangat. I hate camping ok!
Jadi cikgu yang menjaga students lagi la, selagi students tak tidur kitorang pun tak boleh tidur. OMG hari kedua saya sangat mengantuk! On the first night, hujan sangat lebat. There were few tents yang rosak because of the rain. So, terpaksala bebudak tu tidur di kantin dan surau sekolah. The camping ended on Sunday at 1.00 p.m. I was so tired and really missed my bed.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Pening....

Today, my supervisor is supposed to observe me and my friend. However, she couldn't come because she is so busy with her classes and English Week preparations. It's okay, I always prepare for her visits. Cewah!! So for today, I will teach my form 1 class as usual. Talking about form 1, I am so worried about their test papers. Their papers have lost and I'm still hunting for them! Hopefully, I could find it by today so that I can discuss with them by tomorrow. Form 4, Alhamdulillah I have settled everything. Only one student got A and I have few students who fail the papers. Teacher has to brush up the students tenggg!!! 
This week, SMKTM will organise a camping. I can't wait to be one of the facilitators. Unfortunately, I have to in charge for Senamaerobic session. Omaigod! Boleh ke nak buat aerobic ni? Tak pernah ni.. Kalau join pernah ler..Malu kot...~ And for now, I'm starting to plan the steps and the suitable musics so that I wouldn't look like a clown or ugly teacher dancing a fool unknown dance in front of the students... Let's see the result later,, adios~

Monday, July 19, 2010

Ujian Selaras..

This week, all students will be taking ujian selaras for mid-sem test. So no P&P yeayy!!! Suara masih takda so cannot yeayy too much..Plus, my supervisor will come and observe me this Thursday..All instructions will be written on the blackboard..It really worked I tell you! Teachers try it at your students...

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Hari ke-3 kehilangan suara..

Tekak masih sakit, suara masih belum normal (sekarang dah bertukar jadi suara angin). Harini dah mula batuk-batuk (sebelum ni takda batuk ye). Memang sangat tak cool bila tak dapat cakap dengan orang. Masa nak pergi shopping semalam pun, puas nak cakap kat si penjual  kasut tu (eceh shopping kasut ke cik kak?) Nasib boleh main tunjuk-tunjuk then tunjuk jari untuk saiz kasut tersebut. Hehehe. Mesti cik penjual tu cakap giler sombong pembeli kasut ni! Ada aku kisah? At least aku beli 2 pasang tau! Mak aii~ Ok I'm just kidding. Penjual tu tak mungkin cakap saya ni sombong sebab walaupun takda suara tapi saya masih boleh bagi senyuman. Saya tetap bagitau yang saya sakit tekak sebab tu suara rosak. Ada satu amoi ni tanya umur saya berapa bila saya cakap saya ni seorang guru (sebenarnya bukan lagi tapi saja nak show off hehe). Dia cakap you nampak muda macam umur 20 tahun je. Nak over lagi, masa saya kat rumah makcik di Seremban ada seorang tetamu datang. Dia ingat saya baru darjah 6. Wah ini sudah bagus! Awek muda wewittt!!!

Taktau bila agaknya suara nak pulih. Aku kangan ingin ngobrol sama pacarku...

Friday, July 16, 2010

1 month as a teacher..

Sedar tak sedar, dah sebulan saya bergelar guru pelatih Bahasa Inggeris. Banyak sangat pengalaman yang saya dapat. Seronok juga rupanya jadi cikgu ni hehehe.. Tapi perkara yang paling saya tak suka sekali bila saya jatuh sakit di sekolah. Punyalah berkobar-kobar nak ajar budak, sekali sakit! Sakit kepala la, sakit perut la, sakit tekak la..Hari ni saya kehilangan suara. Nak cakap sangat susah! Bytheway, I'm a talkactive girl okay~

Sekarang ni tekak rasa sangat sakit dan perit. Macam cedera+bengkak. Nak telan makanan pun susah. Nak cakap pula orang tak faham. Apa puncanya? Menjerit dalam kelas ke? Erm..cikgu kan biasala..tapi sebenarnya sehari sebelum kehilangan suara, saya dah demam. Kepala asyik berdenyut-denyut je. Tekak perit, perut pula macam ada jarum duk menyucuk-nyucuk. Nasib semua tu dah hilang tinggal suara je belum okay. Perit jugala rasanya.

Harap-harap sembuhla sebelum P&P. Next week exam so takyah mengajar.
p/s: Macam manala keadaan kalau dah 3 bulan mengajar nanti??=D

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Teacher...

Now I realize how my lecturers felt when they thought me and other friends in class. Why they always scold us and why they always feel depress. When you have students who always talking at the back and do not listen to you, you will feel so annoyed. Rasa macam, nak je jerit! "Saya kat depan mengajar, kamu kat belakang nak berborak je. Nanti mula la tak faham apa yang saya ajar."

I also realize that being a teacher is not as easy as I thought. Asyik kena fikir nak ajar apa esok, how make the lesson interesting and whether they got the input or not. Kalau lesson tu seronok je tapi students tak faham satu apa pun, useless okay! However, one thing yang saya rasa sangat berbaloi bila mengajar adalah when students tell to other people that we are very good. It same goes to me. One girl form 2 student, asked me yesterday whether I taught form 4 Omega, and I said yes, why? She said her sister was in that class and her sister said, "Teacher ajar seronok (interesting)." I gave her a smile. Tak nakla tunjuk happy sangat kan. Dalam garang-garang saya pun students suka. Alhamdulillah.

Ada lagi satu benda yang saya rasa berbaloi menjadi seorang guru ni (especially practicum teacher), bila mentor pergi cerita kata semua guru yang saya dan kawan sangat bagus mengajar. She also said to my senior, "They are better than you!" Even to GSTT (guru sandaran) yang dah lama mengajar pun, they ask to observe us. Tak ke satu penghargaan yang sangat besar tu? Kami baru je mengajar, pengalaman hanya 2 3 minggu dah dipuji melambung-lambung. Harap-harap kami dapat kekalkan prestasi ini sampai habis praktikal. InsyaAllah.

Okayla, sekejap lagi ada class. Get to go. Will update again later. See ya!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Dedicated to my Sayang...

My sayang is so cool..Sangat caring and so loving. Pernah tak bf anda bagi beribu RM pada anda? Anda rasa ada tak bf yang nak bagi dekat gf tanpa balasan? Hah mestilah ada kan? Sebab orang tu adalah my sayang!! Bukan nak promote ok. Nanti tak pasal-pasal ada plak manusia yang nak pi mengorat bf saya. Owh silakan kalau dia nak dekat anda. Hati mana boleh paksa kan? My sayang sangat bijak. Bab-bab electronic, wiring, cartooning (over sudah cartoon jadi cartooning) bagi dia. Yang ni memang nak promote: Kepada sesiapa yang ada masalah untuk siapkan final projek electronic and related issues, boleh contact me ok. Nanti I will let him know. Mesti korang akan dapat result yang gempak! Serius dah ada bukti ok pelajar-pelajar yang lepas paling teruk pun dapat A-. Keutamaan yang tinggal kat Kedah sebab luar dari Kedah susahla sikit kot.

My Sayang sangat concerns about my health, financial stabilization (eceh, tak pernah stabil ok) and my emotions. Everyday he will ask, “Sayang dah makan?” and benda yang selalu dia tanya pula, “Yang, I nak tanya dengan serius ni. Duit you ada lagi tak?”, “Hari ni okay?” Tapi semenjak jadi cikgu ni, soalan yang dia selalu tanya, “Yang, you baru bangun tidur ke?” HAHAHA.

Semuanya tentang dia nampak sempurna kecuali ketinggian. Bf saya pendek orangnya. Okay sayang, I pun pendek jadi kita sepadan. Kalau you tinggi nanti I nampak seperti penjaga Snow White. I kan Sizuka (bf selalu cakap saya ni Sizuka. so cute!). Sayang, I LOVE YOU

You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...